sheau jia ~happy forever! !~

星空下

2012-01-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

今晚的星空很美，
我享受一个人。
有很久的时间，没有好好的坐下，自己想想。
想自己做的对不对，想自己真的是在为梦想而活吗

每一天，每一个星期都过得那么快。
只知道自己每一天都希望可以有假期，
可以有休息的一天，可以让我好好的在家中享受。
今晚，我发现我找到了属于我自己的星空。
我看见天空真的很美，很美。
静静的躺在草地上，我再也不觉得悲伤。
我觉得，星星可以陪伴我。

天天都是为了梦想而拼是一件很棒的事。
朋友们，你们的梦想有在你的计划中吗？

2012 's SJ

2012-01-05T19:11:00.000-08:00

Happy New yEAR S.J

2011 was over, and all the sad memories hope u can just leave at 2011~

Today is already 2012~
Great life isn't mean you got everything,
is mean you lost something but you still live happily.

Lets talk about what i did IN dECEMBER!
I went to Melaka with all my buddies~ I really have a good time and we just hang around in Melaka town. We play, We eat, and we sleep late together.

I have a great time with my frens in Gathering! I miss you guys much ! i knew that you all have a hard time in Uni so i will pray for you all !

IS FUN!!!!! xD

Tell you what, i have a great December, and i have a great life !

今年，会是一个美好的一年。一切都在变，我们都要勇敢的面对。坦然的面对困难吧。
我相信，我会变得很好！
我感谢，每一个在我有难的时候，陪伴着我。
我真的很快乐，我比从前更快乐。

2012 年，我希望我可以领悟的更多，学习的更多。
我的未来，很遥远但有你们的陪伴我依然会勇敢的走。=）

ALin - 分手需要練習的

2011-11-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

原来分手是要练习的，那遇见时才不会尴尬。

我们到这里了，相见时我不会再怀念从前的我们

我会好好的过，路还是要走的。

过客是你，一辈子已不是你了

失恋时一种成长，可以让你明白友情和亲情的重要性。

这场游戏你输了，你输的五体投地

筱嘉，你真笨，真傻。你恋上错的人。

他不适合你，你会找到更好的。

那些回忆就忘了吧。

说不想你是一瞬间，当回忆再度飘来时，会哭泣。

爱情没有谁对谁错，而是缘分已到尽头。

别再让情绪再影响你的生活吧~

让时间慢慢的疗伤=）好好的爱自己更好 <3

finally to beach =D

2011-10-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

我已经把对你的思念，以前的回忆丢进大海了~ 我不再想你了。

是你的就是你的，再强求都没用。
我慢慢的相通了。
若不是有第三者的出现
或许我还没发现我的爱情出了问题
不过我已经从中学到了不少。。
我懂了
爱情不可以付出的太多
要刚刚好
太多　伤的是自己

伤心的时候，赏自己一杯巧克力

心情真的好很多
去海边大喊
感觉放下了

Tada~

2011-10-07T09:31:00.000-07:00

yes, i miss you!
i miss all the things we did! i miss 1U so much!

NO sheau jia!!! u can't think that again!! NO no No!!
hahahahah~just joking, just pretend im crazy!

However, this few weeks will be though for me~
Missing someone and miss all the memories makes me cannot do things in focus.

Recently , i fall in love in Harry Potter's soundtracks! This will be my next target!
why? because it makes me feel energetic and cheerful!

I buy u soon! Wait for me! i am really hardworking to earn my money

At last, i hope you can get what u want in your future! freedom here u go ~

i miss my frens and you .

明天又明天。。。

2011-08-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

明天我再call 你啦！
亲爱的，我不想再听你说了。
你说的话又在一次让我的心彻底的落空。
我不是霸道，我是想让你知道，你所说的每一句话，我多在乎。
你食言，我失望，我心碎。
你不知道我多在乎你，你忙，我不到扰你。
可你知道么？
我期待你的来电，我期待的每一给晚上都一一的让我失望。

一个22岁黑社会青年说的话点击已经超过百万（完整版）

2011-06-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

从上学到辍学，先后被十三所学校开除

我叫胡斌，来自兰州市。曾经是一个不好好学习、爱玩游戏、整天打打杀杀甚至打骂父母危险分子。由于从小家庭不和睦，父母经常吵架、打架，我从小就不听话。上四年级的时候，我曾经在学校要跳楼，折腾得整个学校不得安宁。我在上课的时候，老师希望我在最后，只要不影响其他人，睡觉都行。我打架抽烟喝酒，逃课旷课欺负老师。哪个学校都不要我，升级的时候，班主任也不要我。

我妈没办法，只好让我回姥姥家上学。去姥姥家还是不好好上，又被开除。我爸爸又愿意给我最后一次机会，让我去爷爷家，爷爷家还是不好好上，又开除。基本上一个学期一个学校，总共被13所学校开除。

我不上学的时候，刚刚15岁。我当时高兴死了，我妈妈说你不上学了也有时间把字练一练。我说，我好不容易不上学了，你再也别让我学习了。我多么不容易呀！我这么捣蛋，我就是为了不上学。我妈妈看说什么也没用，让我去吃苦。叫我去卖报纸，公交车卖票。我肯定是受不了，钱不够，我就接触社会上的人。我从小也是在这种环境长大的。我家里很多长辈就是社会上的人，而且在我们当地，名气特别大。我们出去坐车，吃、喝、玩不给钱，也没人敢要。我整天就是吃喝玩乐，晚上就是和朋友结伙去打架。去砍，去群殴。

在我上私立学校的时候，看周润发的电影对我的影响也挺大的。宿舍里就给我们放《古惑仔》，我们都爱看，觉得就应该这样学，这样多潇洒，整天打架多厉害。把打骂父母欺负老师当成时尚，当作光荣。你敢打你爸爸妈妈吗？你敢欺负老师吗？但是我现在发自内心地向我爸爸妈妈，还有13所学校的老师校长认错，我在这里给这些我对不起的人鞠一躬。对不起，我错了。

被网络毒害，身心严重受损

后来出事了，一个整天跟我混的朋友死了，19岁。我妈妈知道后就想尽一切办法先让我离开兰州，到北京。她给我一些学费，让我在北京学习。但是我到北京就把这一千挥霍掉了。没办法了，我到一个姐姐的北京酒店打工。还是特别傲慢，也特别散漫，想去就去，不想去就不去，最后弄的很难堪，我就走了。

因为那个时候我已经野了，从小长辈对我溺爱，要什么给什么。我说我想吃东西，不想买，就直接拉一车到我家门口。我说想去哪儿玩，天天带我去。你想让我学习，不学；让我工作，什么工作我也不想干。

我在北京接触一帮朋友，都是17，18岁，就开始使用不正当的手段挣钱了。那个时候，那个时候我在网吧玩游戏网吧里的人都认识我。我一进网吧都喊我的名字，谁都打不过我。在游戏上浪费的精力、金钱也特别多。我玩游戏的时候，不允许我妈妈给我打电话。因为我认为玩游戏最重要，父母家人全部给我靠后。我还专门玩那种花钱的游戏，免费的不玩，没意思。我身边的朋友全都是游戏高手，还有做黑客的。

可是，这个游戏不玩进去还好，玩进去连家庭都毁了。我有一个朋友闹离婚，不要房，不要车，孩子也不要，就要游戏帐号。还有的妈妈都四五十岁了，迷上“偷菜”，半夜三四点钟起来说，忘了偷菜了。就把自己弄成这样。

我在玩游戏当中的体会也是这样.那时候不懂事，只要不困，我就是无休止地玩。而且那时候我就挣钱了，而且是躺着挣钱。每次玩游戏，我先去超市购物，把一个礼拜吃的采购齐，放到冰箱里，晚上把冰箱摆在电脑旁边。就这样，一个礼拜，眼睛都不眨一下，就在那儿玩。那时候的感受是，一个礼拜吃完了，接着买，回来继续玩。我整天学成年人，天天KTV。现在给我带来的是什么呢？我17，18岁身体就完蛋了，有的地方莫名其妙地溃烂，我现在眼睛是严重近视，看大家都是模糊的。我的脑子现在没有记忆力了，刚说过的话我就不记得了，我现在有时候站都站不住。我去秦皇岛，有一个医生给我看，说我现在22岁，连60岁的身体都不如，我后悔有用吗？
我想对还在网吧的年轻人说，你们玩游戏可以，但是这是要付出代价的。孝经上说的，身体发肤受之父母，不能不敬。你这样伤害你的身体，这是不孝。

妈妈用《弟子规》教育呼唤他回头

在北京生活的时候，妈妈的电话一个我也没接过，她给写我写信我也没回过，找人代话，也从来没有理会过。有了女朋友之后，女朋友要什么买什么，我就把妈妈忘记了。在北京6年，挣的钱一分钱都没给过妈妈。甚至，我和朋友在北京环路上飙车，好几次差点没命。后来，我妈妈给我发的信息说，儿子，你回来吧！妈妈给你找了一个好工作，有稳定的收入，你回来。我是回来了，但是我不是为信息回来的。我一想6年都没有回家了，我想见见我的哥们。

回到兰州先找哥们吃喝玩乐一通，四天后我妈妈都不知道我回来了。我把身上带的钱全部挥霍掉后，着急了，没钱了怎么办呢？这才想回家，目的是找妈妈骗钱，骗点路费，赶紧让我回北京，回北京我就又有钱了。

我妈妈就过来接我。我妈妈接我的时候，走在路上是手拎着我，我在马路上一把就把我妈妈的手给甩开。我觉得特别丢人。但是，现在我学了弟子规，我整天搀着我妈妈走，我骄傲我有这么好的妈妈。

当时我妈妈说你听我的话，我给你放一个光盘，你把这个光盘看完，我给你钱。我说，行。因为当时我没辙了，我就想要钱，就想回北京。不就光盘吗？一个小时看完，我就可以走了吗？我妈妈给我放的是什么呢？就是传统文化，是弟子规的讲座当时我就看懂了一点，里面有一段话说的是，人的命是可以改变的。看到这里我就特别感兴趣，我就问我自己，我现在所遭受的罪，我所付出的一切代价到底是为了什么？我在北京这一段时间的生活，我真的什么都不缺，我真的什么都不少，什么都能满足我。为什么我感觉不到一点幸福和快乐。我说，妈妈人的命运真的可以改变吗？我妈妈说，真的可以改变，只要你想改。她就又给我看了一个光盘，还是<弟子规>讲座。这张盘一放进去，我整整看了三天三夜。我一下子就恍然大悟，原来人可以活的这么好，原来人可以这样活，我活错了。我就给我妈妈说，我想改，我也想学弟子规。

到养老院当义工

我就想，我22年没有听妈妈的话，现在我豁出去一段时间听妈妈的话，看我会是什么样子。这才半年时间，我真没想到我能当老师，我做梦都想不到。包括曾开除我的那十三所学校的校长和老师，他们肯定感觉像是做梦。后来我妈妈让我去做义工，我又想不通了。我觉得像我这样的人，没有文凭也没有学历、技术，不干歪门邪道我就挣不了钱。我说，《弟子规》是好东西，是应该学，但是我学你能让我得到什么。你能让我像在北京一样有钱吗？我以后要成家，我学《弟子规》能学到吗？当时特别在乎得失，就是想要就是想得。而我妈妈说只要你按照我说的去做，你全部都能得到。我一听这话，我就跟我妈妈杠上了：好，我去做，得不到再说。当时我也没想过，真没想过能得到这些。从小我和谁都对立，想把他们推翻了。结果后来我去敬老院做义工，全部的脏活都我干。干到一个月的时候，我就发现我有变化，爷爷奶奶干活都是背着我，倒个垃圾，倒个水，都是他们偷偷地，趁我不注意去倒。因为他们一倒我就立马抢过来了。结果后来很多的工作，全部来找我，而且给的工资特别高。哎呀，当时我一下子才明白，原来我做好人也能挣钱。想想自己走的弯路，把身体毁成这个样子，当时我就难受坏了，我这几年真的白忙活了。所以后来我就一直坚持在那里做义工。我做义工四个月的时间，人家不给一分钱，我一天都没有迟到过，我踏实、我高兴，我真正的体会到什么叫快乐、什么叫付出。我的爷爷奶奶已经去世了，没想到我得到几十个爷爷奶奶，拿我当亲孙子。给我兜里装花生，当那个花生到我嘴里的时候，觉得比吃的那个膨化食品有价值多了，我才知道什么叫做价值。

后来有一个长辈让我学驾照，学会了给他当司机。这个消息传到敬老院爷爷奶奶那里，爷爷奶奶拿着钱往我妈妈那里送。有一次搞卫生扫地的时候，后面有一个爷爷奶奶在我后面说，小胡这个孩子太好了，我要把我的孙女嫁给他。我妈妈真的非常有智慧，找工作，给钱的，介绍对象的全部都让她谢绝了。我妈妈让我把心静下来，就让我好好的做义工。

变成孝子感受人生的幸福

我小时候最讨厌学习，现在发自内心地意识到我最欠缺的就是学习。我给我妈妈磕头认错，给我妈妈洗脚。我现在给妈妈洗衣服都觉得幸福。我现在最幸福的时候，就是和我爸爸妈妈在一起，我能看到他们整天乐呵呵的在一起，我就高兴。

我看完盘第三天之后回去给爸爸洗了一件衣服，我爸爸不相信，就满屋子找我妈妈，说你妈妈是不是回来了，衣服谁洗的。我说是我洗的，爸爸说我相信是鬼洗的都不相信是你洗的。过了一段时间，我爸爸觉得我真的变了，他就问我：你爸20多年没把你教好，什么东西几天把你教成这样？我说是弟子规。我爸爸说你把弟子规拿过来，我要研究一下。我舅妈看到我的变化，也把弟子规全部带回去给我的弟弟妹妹学。

弟子规说，“身有伤，贻亲忧，德有伤，贻亲羞”，说你身体不好，身体有了损伤了最伤心的就是爸爸妈妈。学完之后，我的心变了。
一次我妈妈在房间里睡着了，门没有关，灯是闭着的，周围比较乱，我就想把门关上。结果把妈妈给吵醒了。我妈妈一下子起来说谁呀，因为灯是闭着的，看不清是谁。我说是我，妈我关门，没事。我妈妈睡了以后，我进到里屋，眼泪就下来了。我也不知道怎么回事，想了半天才想明白了：我把我妈妈吓着了，我说以后这门不关了，我就是站一晚上岗我都不能把我妈妈吵醒。

后来我爸爸可能是看到希望了。这次我来汇报，我爸爸头一次请我妈妈吃饭，掉着眼泪。他们一直是在闹离婚，只是手续没有办。为什么婚没有离，就是因为我妈妈怕我被别人看不起，忍了22年。我爸爸说真的没想到，你还能把儿子救回来，就凭这一点我们不离婚了。所以，弟子规让我现在得到了一个美好的家庭，以后我要好好地孝敬我的爸爸妈妈，还有我的家人。真的，谢谢大家！

《弟子规》也让我对自己做出很多反省。我去深圳的时候听到这样一个故事：幼儿园一个五岁的小孩墩在墙脚里，一直在那里哭，说她感冒了。老师说你为什么哭啊，是不是因为药太苦。她摇头说，不是。她说感冒了，怕我爸爸妈妈担心。她才五岁啊！这个小姑娘是学弟子规的，这个幼儿园是传统文化的幼儿园。当时我就问我自己，胡斌啊，你说自己有什么好狂的，你还有什么好傲的，还出去讲义气，讲哥们，出去砍人，你连爸爸妈妈都不爱，连生你养你的人都不爱，你跑出去谈这个谈那个，那不是扯的吗？古圣先贤也说了“不近其亲，而近他人者”，那人有病，有问题啊。

学完弟子规，我对妈妈说的第一句话，我当初那么不孝敬你，我还有什么脸给你做汇报，我还有什么脸给大家做汇报，我惭愧死了。上次陈老师说，希望我把学习《弟子规》的感受用简单的话做一个总结。我就写了那么几句，说的不好，也请大家多多指点，这是我自己写的：
“弟子规让我找到了人生的目标，弟子规让我懂得了人生价值，弟子规让我明白了幸福的人生。因为我身体现在不行啊，我活多久也不知道，只要能在有限的日子里，为人民作出有意义、有帮助的事情，我胡斌此生无憾。”在这里我也谢谢大家，谢谢在座的各位，给我这个机会，给我做忏悔的机会。谢谢大家！

一个让我领悟到弟子规的重要性。
现在的社会，
许多许多的家长及老师非常的注重孩子的成绩
而忽略了他们的道德及人生的价值观。

我想我会重新学习弟子规。

.......很感人....

My offday! MC day! Thanks for my backbones=)

2011-04-11T02:53:00.000-07:00

I am just sicking of my backache!
Yesterday after working, i feel my back aching pain.
So i just simply turn and twist hope that it will better.
However it gone worst until i cant even bend down!

That time when i knew i cant bend down i was so scare, i scare i cannot move or become paralysis.

Omg ! I was going to cry after i thought of this!
Actually i had this problem since i fall down at the waterfall 6 years ago...But then i not really serious until cannot bend la...
just cannot sit down!
It was a nightmare. =(
Start from now i should take care of my backbone, DRINK ANLENE MILK!!

Because of the pain until i cannot bend down,
I had went to orthopedic this morning.
ThANKS tO my Neighbor~AUNTY WINNIE. She introduce me to there if not i really have no idea where to go for bone treatment ！

Is at Kelana Jaya 's Sunwat Mas there! The service there quite good. .
However quite expensive for me ... need to working to earn the money back jor!!
Is like, RM 110 for 1st treatment and consultation.
After that RM 80 for every adjustment and treatment!
Today i just go and let the doctor see my backbone and let him know what is the problem!
he is so surprise that i have not start the treatment since 6 years ago i had fell down !
Still he said i still young so it will be recover soon! hahha~pHEWWW..... =D
So today the doctor just put a cool bag at my back. Later i need to go for Xray and bring it to the doctor tomorrow afternoon. Hope this problem can fast fast gao dim lor...!!!(hoho!! 1st time Xray)

This is what i do today~ today i taking MC.Off day~~~~ yeahhh=)
Start from today i really not dare to take the things that more than 3 kg already xD

我的未来

2011-03-27T02:54:00.000-07:00

每当每一个人问我的学业时，我无法不尝试去隐瞒。
眼前的路很茫我不知道我要往哪儿走
我只能说看一步走一步走到哪里就待在哪里
这个不负责任的话，啥话啊。。。。

哈哈哈~不过我的贵人在这时候出现了！！
很感谢~所有开导我的朋友们。。
让我有勇气的下定决心去选择
真的真的很感谢~ 很开心我还有这个福气。。

我现在很好，我还在学习我的钢琴。。
老师教的很好，我很喜欢。。
对！我就是要这种老师，可以让我很轻松地心情下弹出来！

还有给特别地你，我很开心可以跟你一起出去逛。。
你给我的感觉让我一点也不陌生！
虽然有时你很忙，忙到没时间陪我。。
然后呢，我也会耐心地等你的讯息 xD

给~我的朋友们

2011-02-21T05:49:00.000-08:00

很感谢有你们~让我从失望中得到希望
你们带给我的安慰我真的很感恩
我以为我的事情不需要告诉别人我自己会处理
但是因为我的负面的想法一直一直的出现
导致我一直的沉默下去
无法做接下来要做的事！

直到。。我去找我的朋友聊天
告诉她、他们我的心情时
他们给我的安慰及支持让我觉得我很有福气！
原来朋友是真的很重要的~
有他们的支持你的路会走的更远！

沉默有时不能解开我们的心结
只有去找朋友帮我们解开
有时候自大的自己还以为我可以解开
没想到越解越复杂负面的情绪一直一直的来打击你
让你无法从悲伤中出来！

所以。。我现在很好哦！！
谢谢你们~ 感恩

2011-02-13T02:03:00.000-08:00

当你爱的人不再对你有感觉时，

不管你在如何的挽回，在变得漂亮，

他还是一样的无动于衷。在这时候，你的心一定在哭泣。

好吧！

让心中的泪水把以前美丽的回忆，被遗弃的痛，

思恋的心酸及依依不舍都过滤掉，

哭后，你心中的勇气就像树苗一样慢慢的变大。。

你的爱情趋向更高，放下他，你发现你在爱情里长大了

你开始相信，没有他也会活得很好

所以痛哭后又是一个新的开始了！

My "holidays"

2011-01-07T02:34:00.000-08:00

After i had rest for about three weeks, i started my part time jobs.
From Monday to Friday i work as kindergarten assistance teacher and child care teacher.
And then Saturday and Sunday, i work as promoter lo.
Promote the BOSS coffee...hehe.... if free go IOI jUSCO find me la...
because i feel so boring there...xD

while working in kindergarten, the children are make me feel annoy.
But then, i m a very patient person so i will treat them very good geh~
Exception are when they are so so naughty.
For example, when they throw the things, i will shout on them...
Just joking la~ I will be treat them good when they be a good children lo.

My life iN 2011
will be kinda busy~because i need to complete my:
1)driving license
2)piano theory exam
3)go Australia Agency for visa

seriously, need to arrange my time properly so that i can complete all of them perfectly.

考试期间~

2010-11-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

今天是11月26 了。。剩下2个星期，STPM 就要完了！！很迫不及待咯！！真希望可以快点到 xD 在这次的考试我想感谢我的朋友。。祝福我的朋友，虽然没回复但是已经刻在我的心中。谢谢你们！！不好意识。。我的电话没钱 xD 你们的祝福真的带给我许多的好运。。

然后呢。。要感谢我的妈妈！！为我准备丰富的早餐！精神满满的去考场。。哈哈哈而且妈妈还载我去学校呢。。感恩感恩！！

最后，谢谢菩萨的保佑，让我可以从从容容的上考场。
菩萨的力量加上我的坚持及努力
我做到了。虽然可能没你想象的那么好，但是在我心中我有尽到力。。

真希望考完了可以去唱K！期待x2~

祝福所有的考生！！加油~

What a new friday!! xD

2010-10-22T04:07:00.000-07:00

Friday again!!!!

I just left my blog for a month!!
Time escaping guys, i just left about 1 month to study.
STPM is coming, MUET exam is near too..

October is a lucky month cause lots of my friends had their birthday.
hope my frens enjoy their birthday while stressing for their exam!! xD
And i also attend 人间音缘 competition in this November.
Although quite tired but i had fun there and to know some of Malaysia singer like 培杰 and
a little handsome dummer.. They are so great!! xD (my classmate sure will feel this =.=
cuz i always told them about this..hahaha)

I passed my piano practical exam but my target was merit and i expected i would not past!!
=)

So after october, i going to prepare my exams... =( must gambateh adi lur....
wait for the 千人宴!! xD perform 手语~永不退票。。。xD +release stress!! hahaha...

我最近变坏了！！xD

2010-09-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

我最近很坏！！哈哈~
很多朋友都以为我是一个乖乖女。。。
大约相处了一段时间后，呵呵。。。
你可能会无法想象。
我啊~
我是你们想象中的那么乖巧啦！
也不是你们想的那么好！我也有六情七慾也有不爽的样子。

人之初性本善。所以，每一个人都是善良的。只是，被遮盖了，无法让你去发觉。。
最近，我都在听弟子规。。一个很有意义及值得了解！
有时候，太忙碌的人们，茫茫的度过人生。。。有时候，连做人的道理都忘了。
因为这样，报章上出现了很多的人命案啊~~~
有时候。。我们连如何尊敬长辈都不知道！弟子规我一定要牢牢地记住啊！！

所以，刚才离题了！哈哈。。。
认识我的朋友们久后一定会说：“筱嘉，你变坏蛋了啦！！！”
就这样！其实是三八而已。。xD

好啦。。就写到这儿。
记得哦。。要多了解弟子规！
对你会有很大的帮助。现在的社会真的需要提倡！！提倡！！

book fair in klcc

2010-09-09T08:35:00.001-07:00

yuppi!!! Today just went to book fair which located at KLCC convention hall!
people....sure got many...like in a sardine can!!
books..... alots!!! until u cannot see finished!!
prices.....some of the books and stationary are cheap,some of them just a bit of different.

Furthermore, i also went to the Kinokuniya!! waoo...i like there, there have a lot alots of books but are expensive!!! =( but never mine, i sure will buy next time!!

Today i had bought two books in the book fair!! my 朵朵小語!!

Finally!!! i bought them!!! yay!!! but because of them i bankrupt already!! wat a happy and a sad case!! xD

如果你还爱我

2010-08-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

歌名～如果你还爱我
作曲:光良, 編曲:Jenny Chin
監製:光良, 填詞:光良

我帶著一顆疲憊的心走了　我知道自己在你心裡已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過　也許對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

我帶著一顆沉重的心走了　我知道自己沒有勇氣道別離
雖然我們曾經擁有過　但是對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

難道早已註定　不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切　是為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我坦白　是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我　我已經感到你不再屬於我

如果你還愛我　你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
如果你還愛我　你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開

请再给一点的时间，我会慢慢的忘掉！！
有点倔强但是还是不能坚持！
我需要时间。我是善变的。

complicated life

2010-08-15T10:47:00.000-07:00

I hate a complicated life...
why all the elder people so complicated. I dont want this kind of life.
I have a bad mood now. Why is everyone want to think so much?
make the things get so difficult and complicated?
i hate this!!!

There is a person who want to get things better but the other person doesnt,
he is thinking that it make more worst!
so, the situation a box which contain positive, negative and neutral.
Dont Knw who are the right in here. Maybe both of them also wrong?!
Different people different thought, a harmony family changed complicated which has lots of unpleasant words between them.
I really bad mood now!
i just want to shout out here so that all this bad feeling will not stuck inside my heart

There are a lots of opinion that given by parents,relatives, and others are frens.
All the opinion are different from me. Why my relatives become like this??

留给你，（或许）是最后的一篇。

2010-08-08T03:19:00.000-07:00

或许我们就这样的结束了
没有再对彼此的关怀
思念是存在的但关系是透明的
你我所承诺的诺言也渐渐消失
我们也开始有各自的生活彼此不再插入对方的生活
时间会慢慢的调理我相信会习惯
没有你的日子我也会好好的过
或许在深夜中我会思念你
但是我会告诉我自己别再那么的执着
有时脑中会闪过我和你的回忆
或来到我们相约的地方
但我希望这只是一刹那不是永久
地闪在我脑中

在最后，请你不要后悔也不要回头
你的决定会对我们都很好。
祝福你。

上个星期四的心情。很长哦！

2010-08-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

现在, 开始！！大笑.哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈～

哇。。终于结束了！感觉轻松很多，有着说不出的快感。

今天，七月29日是一个重要的大日子。首先，我今天早上我有钢琴考试。然后呢，我有rnd Colloquium’s presentation，也是今年里很重要的事务。由于今天必须面对两个恐怖的考验，我当然准备了鸡精！哈哈。。（越喝越机警）xD

今天早上，我本来有一个很迫不及待的心情去考试，因为我已经练到不想再听了。所以，我只想让我的付出快快的呈现。但是，我还是被紧张的心情打扰～

这考试有三段，第一是scale, 然后是那练了很久的三首歌，弹完后，便到sight reading，过后就是我最讨厌的唱歌。我的音超不准而且很不固定，最厉害是走音！

开始的时候，我到了Hilton Hotel 的十楼的Waiting room 等候，我的心情很紧张。我发现很多学钢琴的人很会讲英语，英语超好的！那时候，我发觉我的英语很烂，满自卑。。

不过，那个负面的想法我必须阻止不然一定会影响我的表现。差不多在10：45am, 是时候轮到我了，保持镇定！！我告诉我自己。进到考场（其实是一间房间）哪里有两个钢琴，是YAMAHA 牌子！！然后，我跟外国考官请安，他很热情，让我感觉有点放松。

过后呢，我就开始了，整体来说我的唱歌最差。算了吧，或许我去合唱团一趟，修一修我的音！！哈哈。。最后的时候，那考官开门送我叻！！然后还讲拜拜！！xP

考完后，我就准备我今天的RnD Presentation. 那个时候，我还没很紧张因为我觉得更紧张的我都过了所以到这个，我还觉得心情蛮放松。。哈哈我们共有四组，我和yee voon 是第三组。虽然心情是放松的但是到了第二组后，我的心就开始跳的很快很快！！真的是难忘的经验。

是时候到我们了，虽然很紧张但是我的头脑很镇定，我想以前的经验让我感觉没那么怕！过后呢，开始我们问答的时候了，我开始感觉很好玩而且蛮享受 xD 哈哈啊！！可能老师已经帮我们了解老师们会问什么问题了，所以觉得有所准备来应战！！哈哈。。。

当一完后，我觉得终于松了一口气，我沉重的肩膀像有一股力量从我的肩膀中拿掉，心中的挂碍也消失。。我的生活就像从新开始，每一个星期四和二都不用留在学校和每一天都不用再练考试的曲子了！！实在太好了！

但是，好的始终过的非常的快。坏的，就快来临了。现在，老师们一直一直都在提醒我们STPM!!STPM!! 其实我真的很害怕。。还剩下三个月，时间真的不多！！要加油了！！朋友们，你们要开始努力la ～～

感觉

2010-07-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

一个人在悲伤哭泣的时候
是不在乎别人对他的看法他也不理会别人对他发出愚昧的眼神
或别人对他的嘲笑

其实他真正在乎的是否有得到朋友的支持
也不是在博取别人的同情心或关注
他只是感到心砰的一声伤心及失望的感觉从容的在发泄
他那灰心是需要朋友的关怀来解冻那冰冷的心
他需要你的陪伴借一借肩膀哭一哭来滋润他那快干枯的心
因为一个人哭泣的感觉是无助的

June 22 2010

2010-06-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today, finally can play volley ball...woo~
feel so excited but the happy hours sure go very fast.
hope that study period also can be very fast finish! hahaha....
But the sad case is i can perform well today, i mean while playing volley ball.
so long no play adi all the skill already gone! and the passion as well.
haha.... but anyway, i m waiting for the next Tuesday!! hope that day will not raining!!
praying~~xD

so surprise to see the blogspot layout has a lots of choices for the templates,layout, background and lot of new design for decorate our blog!!! hahahah ... so glad of it!!hhahaa...finally can see some new things in here!!

Exam already finished, so now is time for the result!
In the end, because of last minuet, the result is bad.
but there are a bit of improvement of them. At least is better than last time.
hhahaha... but i will work harder. =)

And for my last word, good luck for the person who having the exam. .although u still ignore me for so many days, but i still waiting for your call or your answer. .

update soon!!!=)

来不及-罗忆诗

2010-06-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

习惯一个人看戏
习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里
想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情
忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以负荷
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

p/s: this song is from 罗忆诗. Malaysia 's singer. I heard this song from radio and i found it so nice. So i share will u all. So nice~~ Enjoy =)

The lesson for today

2010-05-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

Do a strict teacher is good?
i m wondering, what kind of music teacher u like?
I feel stress in a strict environment.
although is help but i cannot play well while having piano class.
i feel so scare when she coming to teach me.

I'm not talking about the teacher is not good.
Is just maybe i am not suitable. I can play better without her,
I can enjoy the music and feel the rhythm when practicing.
I feel so desperate and nervous when i playing wrongly
and she will asking me to 'Stop it'
she also will giving me a 'cannot stand' eyes and body movement.

I M NOT A GENIUS,OKAYY!
yea, i m dreaming while having the class this is
because i m too tired and i difficult to focus!

Too Bad.

I feel difficult communicate with HER!

2010-04-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

hey everybody,
Today i going to share a meaningful video.
This video had waked me up...
In the video, the coach let me know not to give up easily,
Although is hurt or tired, we should KEEP Going!
He also let me know that we should not care how long the DISTANCE IS.
This make me touch...xD
Hope u all enjoy it yaa =)

To all my friends and Form six buddies, Gambateh for your future and stpm ohhh....
For me! ! ! Jia You for piano exam pieces!! I doNt WAnT scOlDed By TeaCHER !!!! xP

给很久没见的你们！！

2010-02-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

今天的年初一，

我遇见了和我一样的你们。

很久很久都没见到你们了。

现在突然很想你们。

因为时间很紧迫，所以我们没有谈的很多。

我只知道你们最近好不好。

虽然可以通过部落格了解，但是我觉得面对面比较亲切。

今天真是偶然的遇见！

祝你们新年快乐！！

祝大家天天开心呀！！

I found it!!! Finally...HAHahAH

2010-02-12T22:42:00.000-08:00

sheau jia ~happy forever! !~: So glad to knew u all...　

Frens ~happy forever

2010-02-11T03:15:00.000-08:00

All these pics start to have when we meet each others,

Now let the pics tell you all how r they!!!

This is evon looi, taking picture wit ying fen's mirror.
Ying fen, Zhen and Hui le

The group pics after having our raod run

Ying Fen,Yee Voon,Zhen and Hui le

Evon looi is promoting YOES

A long time picture...

Taking picture at the toilet there

Oh ...quite funny!!!

But Evon looi lose jor...hahahahaa

This done by Wai kie....she is having a corse for air hostess. gud luck to u ,fren!!

At red box.....hui le and me

mISS pAtt AND ah Zhen

Still remember?! very nice...especially the janet!!hohoho

wonderful holidays...

2009-12-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

hoooo....
long time no update again...xD
tis holiday goin to b perfect...
1st...
finished ai wo qing nian...
it was a nice and unforgetable camp...
i so miss it!!!

2nd...
work at jusco puchong thr..
as cadbury promoter...
wow...
tis cadbury gold is difficult to sell it at jusco...
expensive dao...xP
but the fun things is my frens work at thr too...
when they rest time they sure will come n visit me..
hehe...
that time is such a wonderfuly time...

3rd...
goin to kuantan's Bukit Gambang...
go play!!!
yes!!!
goin to relax..hehe...
play until ciao...!!!

i will update my holiday 's pics soon!!!
jus keep visit ya!!!

take care
=)

想。。。。

2009-11-17T06:58:00.000-08:00

突然很想远离这个世界。

到一个没有人认识我的地方。

让自己的心沉淀下来，这几天以来，
突然发现我的人变得很暴躁。
不知道发生什么事情，不知道是不是想太多了。

突然间很想一个去旅行
躺在草地上，听这风声及鸟叫声。
躺在沙滩上，听着海浪声及微风吹过。

在忙碌的生活中，因为太忙了，而忽略了自己。

有时连自己改变了都不知道。
我太在意被人的看法了，这样觉得活得很辛苦。

但是自我的行为我做不到

YES ! !

2009-11-12T03:01:00.000-08:00

Yes!!!
So glad…my piano teacher said I good。
Wow…I m happy!!!Haha….
At first, teacher asked me about my future, and then I was stun...
Cuz my future is study music, and I m scare that she will laugh at me.
Because I am not so good in piano.
I always think that my playing is not well,
Cuz I cannot memories the song,
My singing no tune,
And my brain always stuck…
I think that I does not have any talent, I ned to practice so hard to get well.
So I just said I don’t know.
Then I was surprise that she said I can study music in university...
I still remember what she said, she said:
Why don’t u study music, seem u play so well…
Then I was arh?!
I can study music?!
I was so scare when I having my piano class because Miss Felicia is so strict.

She is not same as my ex teacher, she teaches me more things and I learn something thr from her.
I learn that a nice piece is cannot play so simple, it should play by heart so that the feeling will come out…
Cool…
Now I know practice makes perfect.
Now I need to do better to achieve my dream…
Finally I feel my dream going to come true =)
Thanks to my frens comfort me when I felt sad cuz of play so bad xD
And I need to jia you adi…

Exam period ...exhausted

2009-10-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

Examsss...

see the papper also wanna die..T.T
3 hours fro 1 papper,althoough looks like very long,
But i have not enough time to finished!!

Today was Pengajian Am,tomorow is MUET.
Luckily PA 1 is circle the answer de.
But then the PA2 is like goin to hell. lolz
my brain goin to FED UP to it,
so i force to give up on it and try to do the others 1st.
And the questions had alot of problem.
dont knw the teacher ask who to type de...
or mayb she typing while sleeping. LOL

WoW...
After taking my lunch,i straight to go for a nap until 6 pm..
geng ler...haha...
if im not goin to sleep my brain sure cannot absord anything.
so i go and relax my mind.
Now i goin to do MUET revision.

Good luck for every1 who taking exam too!!
jia you la...
goin sing k after exam..!!
yeah....xD
arg...somemore ned to write 1000 words for taiwan essays...
haiz...ned to refresh bac my feeling when i went to taiwan.
should ask from us earily a bit ma...a yoo...xD

Passion

2009-10-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

WOow.....
TOday saw kelvin cheng...
long time no saw him lur...(tis tel u always come to zhong xin ya!!)Haha....
We talk about lots of things ..
me,my sis ,xiao qi and him sit together chat and laugh loudly...
although he ned to draw everyday,but then he learn lots of things in thr...
he told us he ned to draw 3 paper perday...
wow...1 paper ned to use 5 hour le...
We also chat about the education..
now he is study 1 academic..near sunway thr...
they teach very gud...
if a person he doesn't like to draw, but then when he or she study thr,SURE like to draw..
and then u can see the skill improve in 1 week...geng arg.!!!
(looks like promoting it.)HahH....
Then we also gosip about the education...haha...
About MOral n sejarah!!(i think u all will knw wat is the problem about them)

Hey bUddy..
u will do well in your art..jia you lor...
u said about the passion...
I hould go and find my passion of music.
Hope your passion of art will always be wit u!!

Touch Ang Meaningful...Must watch!!!

2009-10-02T01:26:00.000-07:00

wow....
wah!!!!
hm...I just saw a vedio...
It is a amazing vedio..
Hope u guys can enjoy it!!when u feeling wanna to give up to something,
Jus come and watch it!!
It is so meaningful.
It is so touching...
I do not how to said...Let the vedio tell u....
ENJOY....

hope u like it!!

我太乖~nice song~

2009-09-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

江语晨 - 我太乖

作词:陈镇川
作曲:陈少荣
专辑:晴天娃娃

手机挂满了色彩对话却是一片灰白

线上匿称是期待等的人却总是离开

答应他我会乖奖品却是在发呆

你们说的我不信我心里都明白

关上门倒数等待世界只为他而打开

过程或许有伤害却仍相信苦尽甘来

我不傻我不呆故事总会有意外我看得到他的好值得我去爱

如果我太爱猜太爱怀疑太爱责怪换来谎言相待

我选择安安静静像个小孩

反而显得无害别再为我担心我不怕摔这是我的爱情我的未来

chorus ~是不是我太乖看不见他的坏

可是他的眼神偏偏想依赖

也许是我太乖偶尔被忘了宠爱

才学会孤单的勇敢关上门倒数等待

世界只为他而打开过程或许有伤害

却仍相信苦尽甘来

谁说男人坏女人才爱
nice song!! thanks for zhen recognise for me ya!!^^
here the link~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Ihrtcy8StA
enjoy.....

Life will Changed!!

2009-09-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

Life...

Back to normal.

And also my music life will getting more interesting..!!

Teacher changed.

Piano exam's result out!

Jus pass wit 1oo points..

Sad...

Wat a bad result!

Relation between u changed!
I ned to get back my life.

Nothing to review back my memories.
The memory will fed away soon.

i NED TO GET MORE STRONGER!

Expenses of life getting bigger.

i ned to go for part time after school?

Goin to teach piano?

is that so easy ?

my result is bad and dont knw whether they wanna to accept...

But the point is i ned to try!

jia you de la..!!

guys...u all ned to jia you too lo!!!

梦想的。。。

2009-09-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

梦想。。。
不懂是在我身边还是离我很远。
路。。有很多条
每一条，都有不同，会带着不同的理想
我不知道，是我的动力还是我并不是喜欢音乐。
当有人催我时，我才会去铺我未来的路。
现在的路，让我很吃力。
但我不可以放弃，因为我必须完成它！
至少让我及格，我就会心满意足了！
天啊啊。。。我时常怀疑我对音乐的天分。
天分真的满重要的。。我希望我是有的。不希望是没有的。
今年，经济的问题。我已打算了！我要快快拿到我的文凭！！
然后，快快去教别人！
老师！请别怪我。也别怪自己教得不好。。
我要换老师，是因为我要学习不同的教学！
我应该主动地再往我的梦想出发！！！

希望菩萨保佑我前往梦想的路途可以顺顺利利！
学校老师！！请别怪我成绩考得不好。
我可说不是很认真得去读。除了muet吧。。。

你对我的好

2009-09-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

你对我的好

让我觉得很有动力！
每当我遇到困难时，我一定会问你。
因为你一定会帮我的！
可是。。我想你误会了。
我问你是因为我不敢问他！
而且不会嫌我烦。。XD
我想我已经被你宠坏了。
我变得不会自己解决问题了。
凡是都会依靠你了

我怕，我会不习惯以前的生活若我的生活便回以前！
以前的我，不是这样的。
我不想变得这样！
但是，是你让我的日子变得精彩！
我不想被人家说我在利用你，
让我变得在大家里我是最出色的。
想不到我有这样的一天。
我是很感恩有这样的。。我真得很珍惜。
因为，曾经的我，有曾羡慕过。。

你对我的好，我希望我也可以如此。
朋友！若有什么要我帮忙的，就叫我吧！
我想我只能当你是朋友。你是个很好的人！

还有。。。别再酱肉麻了。。。我会冷死的！！！哈哈哈啊啊。。。

my holiday.....A famosa

2009-08-28T21:27:00.000-07:00

HEY !!WOW...LONG TIME NO UPDATE...so sorry ya!!xP

my holiday is over...T.T

school start...

now let the pics tell u all!!!

went to a famousa wif my uncle n their children....n family too!!

wow...nice trip!!!

bryony was feeding the monkey ...
sheau shain hate snakes...waahhaha~~~

the show at the safari in a fomousa

can see this ponny is very hungry adi...poor man...
the bear show....it is very thin too...
the lazy crocodile...took this in the safari truck

hm...~~~ took pic wif tiger....

brondon is carrying by an elephant!!!i cannot le...too fat adi...sad

but i can like this la...wahahahaha

elephant shows...geng le..

jennifer wif the elephant..

at nite, we celebrate the moon cake festival wif my lovely cousins....
at the villa thr....wow...after that we play ghost....

this excited game start from my father....he pretent the ghost n scared us...
cuz the villa there is dark n quite scary....

we play until the ppl said...excuse me??!!(haha...too loud adi..)

sui keong ,ah fa,n me!!

my uncle n hie daughter

hm~~no me le....
no me also....lolz.

yay...!!got me adi...ahahha...wif my uncle...

they making I LOVE U...cant capture it!!
almost finish....

me n bryony....
kai tuck!!! play lonely....xD

oppss... blur~ing....

cute n handsome brandon

whole family......

yap twins....
group pic....at the airport..
agian....

closer......

others pics will update soon !!!

im ok ...

2009-08-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

hello...
everybody!!now i ok adi...!!
me n my mom can chat and jokes adi...

this happned when she bac from work.
after she bac, then i just said u got buy food ma?(of corse i said it every polite la)
then she reply me wif a polite way too...

so in the end we went bac good adi!!
i m so glad that u all 's concern!!
thank so much ya!!!

anyway!!! thanks for the frens who concern too...
hope u all happy everyday ya!!

So glad to knew u all...　i found it!!!

2009-08-02T02:03:00.000-07:00

I know u all since i studying form 6.

u guys are great and funny

I felt so happy can knew u all.

althought sometime happened something unhappy things,

but i hope that we are not goin too far and have a gap with each others.

Yee Voon

U are my great teacher and my friend. u teach me accounts and other subjects.
although we are having same birthday but u are quite different wif me.
u are more gud in maths and accounts but i m not.
your brain is thinking more faster than me.
and u are more brave to do sthg that ppl cannot aspected..
and u are quite scary when u angry xP
means u can dont ask teacher when u go toilet. ...
u can make ppl happy and also sad.When u cry u will make us felt sad too =(

so dont sad ar...haha...l o l s

Evon looi

When i think of u ,i sure will laugh.cuz u are very sampat...lols

YOur actions are very funny and also sure will make us laugh! !

Although we talk but less..

BUT i knw wat u are great in..!! haha =)
U are great in all those make up, dressing,trend..

Ying Fen

Wow....dancing sexy gal!
U having the sense of humor...haha...

This is very great cuz your words always make ppl laugh.

And sometime u are very sampat ler...
I love when u sampat that time, cuz u make ths surrounding stay happy!!!

hoho....

Zhen

Since knw u when i went to buy shoes,
I still remember, that nite, i was thinking are u really in bl school?!
Why i was like no see u b4 geh?!
Hahaha

Then on the next day i was finding u but i cant..

Then after orentation,we studying in the same class, n that day i finally saw u!!

Haha....quite silly xD

And also oh...Sometime I feel u look so man....xPhahahahaha

Wai Yan

Cuteist snow gal....

Cuz your skin is so far.

I so surprise that we still can meet again...

And study again.
U change to a leng lui adi...when i was form 1 i feel difficult to comunicate to u

But then now i feel so so ok!!

HahHA....

Hui le

Hui le = hl milk

hahaha....i still remember last time i drank HL milk

u sudenlly said that i drank u. then i was huh?

Finally i saw that HL milk is your short cut.

and .......

i have a big and bright eyes which can flow the electric !!!

hai yo....

dont wear spec adi laaaa..... wear contact lens ler...xD

Pei Wan

Hahaha....

u are the mot zhi lian~ person in our gang!!
i still remember u always said the all zhi lian things in front me and make me laugh!!
hohoho.....But then u seem goin to couple wow...LoLS...

jk jk jk

and next time we go to sing k again ya!! then u can pretend the man voice!!

*but then dont sing until goin to rain or the glass break ya...LoL

Miss WOn Hui

The ppl who always let us *bully* he he he ~
U like to eat chilies so muc... very spicy de chilies u can said it is sweet =.=!!!

I was?! We eat until lips also goin to birst adi u still can eat until so enjoy...geng!!hahahaa

不爽

2009-08-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

哇。。。
啊。。。
很久没有和她吵架。
一吵，就很够力！还没收我的电话！
越吵越够力，丢书，收电话。。。

因为我说读书很辛苦，而且我不是读书料！
结果，她就说星期一不用去学校了！

我是不吃硬的。所以，我就顶嘴咯。。
我也不想的啊。。。
我今天一直都做功课叻，过后他又讲到我很得空一样！
所以我就顶嘴！

除此之外，我身边出现大嘴巴！
尽然告诉她，我的坏话！
还得我被她骂，越骂越难听那种！当时我没有顶嘴，只是听。。。
结果，我顶不顺了！就顶嘴。。
过后。。。就开始不爽了！

现在，她最厉害的东西就是反悔！答应了得事情竟然不给我去！
啊。。。。！！！
很生气啊啊啊！！！！！

发泄真得很有效！
谢谢你！当了我的聆听者。
但我没有勇气说对不起！

2009-07-31T03:35:00.000-07:00

sad case...

next monday will start to spilt class...

not same class wit u all feel sien adi le...

n then u all tuesday will got bac earily,i wednesday le...

but luckily we still at beside nia..

so still can see each other...

i hope that we can still go cateen together!!!

and i also hope that we can celebrate birthday together!!!

can chat together!!!

can go sing k together!!!

anyway...

just hope that frenship forever!!

feel tired to the hw!!!

2009-07-22T04:15:00.000-07:00

arg...!!!

now i getting lazy adi le...

lots of the hw do.

and the works goin to be very difficult!!!

hm...

ned to find some place to relax....

away from hw!!! away from ekonomi!! away from perniagaan !!

away from muet!!! away from penajian am !!

arg...!!!

holidays....!!!

come faster..!!!

i want to go melaka!!! go beach!!! go play!! go eat!!!!

hahaa....lol

but anyway...

exam is coming...

hm...ned to jia you a...!!

although got lots of hw to do but my frens in school make me feel happy...

so frens is important in our life too!!

ok la..

ned to go finished my hw adi!!!

jia you to me and to u all ya!!!

keeping going!!!

双子座

2009-07-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　笑>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　爱>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：>> >>> > 　　双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　坚强>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向>> >>> > 　　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　人际>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　朋友>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　执着>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　自尊>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

>> > 　　>> > 　　　　分享>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。
　

form six problem

2009-06-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

haiz...
why form six do not offer chinese class for us?!
ned to go tuition!!!

why dont jus ask a teacher to come school n teach!!
tuition class also not flexible 1 !!!
why saturday cannot?
yer....
make me so annoy...

why so less ppl teach chinese ?!
teach chinese also wanna to get so high pay!!!
how can effort?
we are juz form six le....
selfish ppl thought u very geng?
ned us to pay so high!!!

think wif your brain la...plz....

haiz bie tahan...

if no way to change ned to change schhoolll liao le...
haiz...
...mayb go katholic schoool...
haiz...
then i will misss our classmate le...
hate to go to new enviroment!!!

小挫折。。

2009-06-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

哭过了。。
悲伤过了。。。
承认过了。。。。
是时候站起来了！
不要再让困难打败你。。
这只是一个小挫折，我只需对它再耐性一点。
我必须坚强的把它做完。。
只要有付出，得到什么结果也无所谓！
现在只能靠自己了。。老师只是个聆听者~
虽然我很会走音，但是我知道只要去努力一定不会白费的！

筱嘉！！
你要加油呀！！祝我星期二考试会顺顺利利！！

我累了。。我想我需要换一个老师了！！

释迦牟尼佛传 at Istana Budaya !!!

2009-05-26T05:05:00.000-07:00

Cool man!!! I FINALLY WENT TO WATCH 释迦牟尼佛传 !!!

So appreciate! ! !

the show is GRAND!!!

watch until i do not want to go liao...

that day...i go for helped to be a volunter at there...

so glad that i no need work...if i work i sure cannot watch this amazing music show..

the stage...!!!

the place we sat....

当我看到那传单，我就想要去了！
但是，最便宜是RM 68。。。啊。。虽然很便宜但是我经济有问题。。。xD
但是，幸好我还没买票呢。
因为，我到哪里当义工，结果，我有免费的票！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈。。。。感恩！！！:)
当义工的任务完成后。。。我们终于可以进去观赏了。。。
里面真是很壮观，很高级，很漂亮！！！

演员们一定演得很辛苦。。。。
因为他们所演的每个细节都很仔细。。
每一个哭声都很真！每一个动作都很真实！
每一个笑声都会带着开心的感觉。
谢谢你们！！我希望明年还可以在观赏！！

老实说，我真的很感动。。还记得，但佛陀伙伴们抛弃时，佛陀虽然很伤心，但是佛陀还是坚持把他的任务完成！！
还有！！
谢谢主办人。。让我们大家跟认识佛陀！！！

hui ting and me
sampat me n the sampat li yang!!!
me and zhi ying

me ,opps...cannot see yin li ,cai mei, zhi yin,n hui ting
me n pei ru

group pic!!!
again.....
all the group pic!!

E N D :)

17 may 2009

2009-05-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

hello...
Long time no update for my life of my day...
phew....
Today althought was tired but is fun ! !
Today is the walkaton of the fuo guang shan....
but i didnt run, i be a volunter of the stage.
xD
can said that today job not so perfect....but we still can manage geh...
dont worry ba...hui teng....(o ya...!!! i adi recieved your message ya,u also rest well too ya!!)
After the marathon activities finished, we went to basketball court played basketball. . . .
too bad cant play badminton. . .so miss badminton. . . :p
anyway we also having fun at basketball court. . .
wow. . . .cant imagine that sheau thong is good in basketball too. . .
hah...finally can exercise! ! !
exercise is good..!!
happy birthday to sheau shian ya!!!
may all your wishes come true yooo....
o ya!!! nowdays got H1N1 at our country adi...so every1....take care ya!!!
bye..
thanks....

2009-05-11T02:21:00.000-07:00

今天。。。
是我开始上中六的第一天。
我并不知道该用什么心情去面对它。
虽然口头上我会说我会坚持上完我的中六，
但是，我现在倒是吊儿郎单。。
前一天的时候，我连衣服都还没买，鞋子都还没买。。
总之，我其实不是很想上中六。
说坚持是容易但我怕我会坚持不住，放弃它，
我并不知道。。。
我承认。。。我是一个两分钟热度的人。
但我深信，只要有心，那事情就会成功！！
但是我只会说而已。。。我并做不到
我承认。。。我是一个怪人。
我承认。。。我是双重性性格
我承认。。。我是个想太多的人
我会突然间变得很安静。。不会说话
不是心情不好，而是不想说话。
我会在熟悉的人面前说很多话。。变得很三八
但在不熟的人面前，我是虚假的。
我会在想。。。。想很多。。。想我酱做后，他人会怎样想？
他（她）会怪我吗？他（她）会理解吗？他（她）会。。。。伤心吗？
当我面对我自己的时候。。。我发现我是悲观的
我现在可以慢慢的发现我的性格。。。

想太多了。。。。no mood adi.

form six

2009-05-06T01:20:00.000-07:00

wow...
my life will go through in form six....
scaring man....
in form six i hate account,
not interested in math...sorry ya,if u r account n math lovers....
cuz my head a bit dumb...
when i was form five i was no thinking to go form six,
but then mom asking me to go form six ,
ppl said that wasting time, but no worries, i use form six time to go my piano to diploma....
so i need to keep more harder lo....
i m ready for form six n all the stress....
i hope that i can go through these difficults...

jia you lo...i can do it de!!!
hope i can adhere until i finish my form six....
take care lo, wish u all can do all the best ya/

working VS reality life xD

2009-04-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

开始作工后。。。。
开始，对这世界，这社会有所了解！！
其实，这社会是一半一半，一般是好的一半是坏的。
人也是一样。。。有的好，有的坏。
有的会对你误解，轻视你或不管你！！
当你需要帮助的话。。。他们会说：“TUNGGU SEKEJAP…..WAIT!!!”
这就是他们的回应，不过有些也是很好的啦。。。
所以说一半好一半坏咯。

开始作工后。。。
觉得开始有点独立了。。
每当遇到困难的时候，我就告诉我自己：“我可以的！”
因为我觉得不会有人会来帮的，都是要靠自己的。。
开始工作后。。。
觉得这个世界也很现实了。。。
自己不知不觉也变得现实了。。。
就像，若那个人跟我买东西的话，我就会给特大的免费饮料。
啊啊。。。。啊啊啊。。
丑肉的内心让大家看见的啦。。。
可是我也不想的啊。。。既怕会中忧郁症的啦。。。我每天都在想啊。。。

终于，我找到了解答了！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。
很开心，当解脱了我的烦恼。。。（在笑多一次）哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！
不好意识噢。。。太开心了xD

So now let me share wif u all that how I over come this reality ba!!!! lolz
~Treat other good as much as you can. But you must have wisdom so that you will not get hurt. In addition, if you were to hurt by somebody, with wisdom you are able to stand up again with confidence.

~Treat others good as it is very very much needed in today's world, as everyone is so scared to do so. Many of us keep this initiative to treat others well deep inside our mind.

So this is the thing that I wanna to share la…!!! Wish u all good luck lo….
Thanks for 如行法师 's advice lo!!!

hey yean......

2009-04-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

TO:miss yean

happy birthday ya!!!!
may all your wishes come true too ya!!!
wish u more leng lui too...xD
anyway,hope u happy everyday!!!
take care too....

回忆....回忆.....

2009-03-31T02:17:00.000-07:00

“阿麻！！阿公！！我来了！！”
以前。。。。回忆起来时，心里还不是个很好的滋味呢。。
带点伤感的感觉，想念，及很像回到过去的感觉。

还记得，小的时候，我们都是住在阿公的家，当然，
我们也和堂弟们住在一起的，所以。。。。大家都很相亲相爱。
偶尔，我会被堂弟欺负的！！！所以他就会被阿公骂！！呵呵。。。
（竟然用假枪来射我的头！！！）
阿公最喜欢看“意难忘”。。。。但是那套连续剧还没打结局，他就走了！！
至于，阿麻呢。。。。
她最喜欢煮东西给我们吃，我最喜欢吃她的炒饭！！
每个星期天，他都知道我们回去，所以她一定煮好给我们的。
我喜欢吃她的炸的炸鸡，她骂人的声音，她说诉别人的不好，还有她做给我们的茶叶枕头！！
还记得小时候，每当吃粥的时候，她都会一个一个地喂我们，
她把粥放进嘴里让它没酱热，才给我们吃。。。

现在。。。他们已经入境了黄泉，黄泉的路是没法回头的，
所以每个人都会盼望能在梦里相见！！清明时节雨纷纷。。。
现在每一天都在下雨了，每个孝顺的孩子都一定去拜拜！！
当我们到巴生仙境拜拜的时候，感觉大家还是带点伤感。。。

梦想。。

2009-03-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

梦想。。
钢琴，是我最大的梦想。。
只有他。。。唯一的梦想
这是一个很大的挑战，有挑战，
当然压力也大了。压力大了，会把他弹好吗？
手，每一次都不听我的使唤的。。。为什么？
是。。是。。不够专心吗？
听见别人弹得那么动听，我羡慕起来了
自卑的感觉也慢慢的产生了。。。
当自卑一出现，我已没办法把它弹好。。
弹的那一刻，我担心别人会说我吵。
是我想太多了吗？我很想有一个空间可以让我练习。。
最喜欢在下雨的时候弹，因为别人不会听见，只能隐隐约约的听见！！！

2009-03-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

This week work at giant puteri!!!=.= hehe...

but then.....i work by myself .....

but then.....my supervisors are good....haha...

cuz they come to giant puteri there eat lunch wif me ...

and the another girl,micheal,she also eat wif me...

wow...so thank you guys!!!

we also eat wif the chimeral's promoters....

after finished our lunch then we need to bac to work...

customers.....

i dont like reality, but we will bcome a reality guys when we out for work.

at the temple there ,there is no reality there....

when working, we need to try our best to sell all the things.

if the product is very expensive, then u will very difficult to sell....

nowdays ekonomi is very bad, promoter job also difficult to find liao...

today, eleyuan starting class liao...

cant go, i hear my sis said all the funny thing about them,i just can feel that DXY will be getting very good!!!

jia you ya!!! DXY!! i will always help if u all need sthg to help!!!

For Janice wei lan!!!

2009-03-06T03:00:00.001-08:00

JANICE!!!
hope u can get over through
all the bad things!!!
jia you ya!!!
i will support u de!!!
xD

2009-03-03T07:16:00.000-08:00

please...please.....
i will feel very stress,
i rather hope u dont think so much!!!
i do like another person,
i knw i cant force u to give up,
but u will more hurt if u do not....
I hope to be a good fren, i really hope not to hurt each other!!!
the heart is crying,i had try b4 and i knw is not easy to cure!!!
i hope the time will make u change!!!
and u are not my cup of tea...although it is too straight...
i m so sorry.
i juz wanna to be a good fren!!!

i am.....

2009-03-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

Opsss.....I took a bad mistake man!!!
I am so glad that u didn’t feel that I m annoying.
Thank so much!!! Need to learn from you…
I am a bad girl….
But I am so happy that I can know you,
So happy that you are my friend!!!
I thought I still belong to you, but I am wrong,
Since I know the true, I suddenly realize that you are belonging to her.
I am so sorry to her….
So I hope you two will happy forever!!!
I am alright now, I am okay now….
Because of this I feel I getting strong and more mature.
I am glad that you are not avoiding me!!
So, you must take care ya…
Anything need help just tel me cuz I am your friend.

2009-02-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

爱情故事有多完美有多浪漫

我只在半途中只在等待着

等待的滋味有着四甜六苦的感觉

享受着浪漫甜蜜的人是最幸福的

听着爱情的歌看着一对对恩爱的情侣

我变得没有资格来谈爱情

在爱情的路上有人在等待有人被等待

守候的人把全部都给了他的爱人

观看那爱情戏剧那不放弃的精神

我变得没资格来暗恋人了

我开始没耐心了不想等不敢在想

我失败了你胜利了那累人的单恋放弃了

不能见到你只能远远的凭自己的感觉

但愿我能梦见你或许这填满我对你的思念

working in tesco.......scary...T.T

2009-02-18T06:56:00.000-08:00

hm....
update again!!!my life nothing sepcial wow...just working only can tell u all...pai sei!!!
just finish working at tesco,puchong.so tired man...all the day just talk talk N TALK....!!!until my mouth senget liao...!!!lolz
because of u .....yogurt,my hand also 抽筋 already!!!
haiz...
so sad lar...the customer call me aunty..!!so bad...:(
FOR EXAMPLE......
"u want yogurt?call aunty give u la...!!"WAT?
more teruk is"aunty,i want 3 cups yogurts!!!"WHY?=.=
why arh?hm...mayb i didnt make up gua...
haiz...charm lo,my face cannot use liao .......lol

i hate the customer which is terrible....arg!!!
she said to her child that" the promoter dont give u drink ya?"WAT?
a yo...aunty,so many ppl how i can give her?
a yo aunty, of corse is your child come n take ma....!!!
a yo, aunty no buy said so many things!!!
hehe...but happy things is...
i sold the yogurts until out of stocks....hehee...
but the yogurt is nice wat...although is by tesco!!!
wah...tesco goin to pro man!!!!haha....
ok la just stop here....
next project is kiwi kleen and colgate....!!!
gambateh lo ....
hope u all happy everyday ya!!!

就算世界無童話 (衛蘭) - 2008年回顧 MTV (Janice Vidal - Hong Kong Review 2008)

2009-02-11T01:53:00.000-08:00

these are the ppl 's comments about this vedio..this vedio is meaningful and touching....this vedio is by stevenlamsf.hope u all enjoy it!!

~看到不到一半已經流淚了...很喜愛這個mv... 謝謝!唯一不認同黃毓民掟蕉事件是"挑剔"...個人意見而已... :)

~希望09年會更加好

~edit得好好，令本身歌詞已經很妙的一首歌更加好。

~Thanks so much Stevensir!! I nearly cried when I was watching the movie....There may be sadness everywhere in the world, but we can still feel 人間有情~~Also thanks 林夕 for the nice lyrics!!

~this song really touching..really face many problem on last year..Hope we can always happiness on this year, 2009.."don't worry, be happy"

~very good movie!!!!so touching!!!

~Very touching! The lyrics and graphics are matched up so well!

~令人又喜又悲的2008，願在５１２地震的生還者能好好的生活下去。

~中國人自力救濟

~2008年除左係我升上中學的一年,都係一年香港人撞到好多事既一年,希望所有香港人都能夠克服任何困難,努力向上

~看到512的片段很想哭,但當看到奧運的片段時心情又會好了些, 2008年真是悲喜交集,感概良多!真的愿世界和平!!!加油!!

~本身d歌詞已經好感人多謝你為它配上一幕幕叫人感動的畫面一齊為美好的09努力呀!

nice song....by janice...!!!

2009-02-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

就算世界無童話
作曲：雷頌德
填詞：林夕
編曲：雷頌德
監製：雷頌德
望向每雙率真眼睛似看到
最動人風景沒有嘈音只得笑聲散播到
最遠的山嶺
ah……
在這世間分享晚餐有重擔有萬人分擔
ah……Why i smile Cos you make me smile
如所有錯失都得到寬待
如計較會被換成慷慨
如純良仍然能被記載孤苦的得到理睬這可算妙想天開
＊願這世界如童話
抱著想像實現它
就憑摘星的手臂為地球每夜放煙花
就算世界無童話
放下包袱完成它就來學攀山者有心不會怕
如所有苦衷都得到體諒
如佔據會被換成分享如捱窮仍然能被敬抑挑剔的懂得讚賞呼吸會更加香
＊願這世界如童話
抱著想像實現它
就憑摘星的手臂為地球每夜放煙花
就算世界無童話
放下包袱完成它就來學攀山者有心不會怕

若你我他一起唱歌　這世界　會動人得多任你我他相差幾多　仍然能同座

chinese new year part 2

2009-01-31T21:20:00.000-08:00

哈咯！！新年快乐！！
今年我还是一样有到东禅寺做义工。
这次我们本来做花溢组的，但是卖香组不够人
所以我到哪里做卖香的人。。。。
经过这次卖香的经验后，我已尽可以分辨出香到底有几种了。。
不好意思 :P 以前我真的不知道香是有很多种。
我们当天负责收钱和卖香，感觉蛮有满足感的。
我们在一天里卖得很多叻！！！
有一些客人还熟过我呢，他们还告诉我这是一个好香。。
然后我还问他：“你又知道？”但是还蛮鱼的 Xp

到了晚上我们就收工了，我当然是趁这次的机会去拍美美的照片啦！！
hm...this pic is me...im selling my products..haha...Xp then this is see yun,she is selling too!!
here is jian liang , me ,see yun and ting ting....sheau shian help to took the pic!!
us again....
said good bye!!!the 1 is soong wei 's father!! the jian liang so bad...he felt annoy n wanna go bac faster...!!!

then this pic took by see yun..nice rite?

hm..this is also see yun 's took 1!!nice man!!!pro man!!!hehe...this pic took by jian liang

me,hui ting,jian liang,sheau shian and see yun....

this is me!!!the small waterfall is so nice man!!!

me and xiao qi!!!when we wanna to went bac home....

the xiao qi so bad,she ask me to follow the luo han post ...

So...that is the life at dong zen!!! hope that i can go agian!!

but need to woorrrkk...a yooo....

this is 生耕致富at dong zen!!!took by see yun!!!

my chinese new year(part 1)

2009-01-30T19:48:00.000-08:00

heylo... hm....
long time no update my blog man...
finally i got something to say about my chinese new year!!!

At chinese eve.....

we also celebrate my father's birthday too.

I bought a cake from Secret Recipe.wow...1st time buy cake for my dad...

yeah...not bad,is a tiramisu cake!!!got coffee one le...!!!

after that we took a family pic....(have a happy faces ,everyone!!)

On the next day,happy chinese new year!!! hope is not too late!!!:p I gave my father drank tea!!
happy new year n ang pao give me!!):P this is my aunty,she giving the

ang pao for my cousin(jun an),he need to

say 10 wishes 1st then u can get ang pao!!!haha...

everyone keep eating...even the

little small girl (dim sum)...that she so

cute,she wore red cheong sum!!

Between CNY,i also goin to cheong k!!!i went to my cousin house there...so sad lar,there already back to Australia,so we just can meet at msn.hey ,yean here is some pic ya!!!

sambil eating sambil singing:P
hm...choosing the songs.sue jiun

holding the mike n sing!!!

her sound very nice :P

(sheau shian,me,sue yean,n sheau thong.)

the 2 part will be update soon!!!cya!!!

1part we were at dong zhen there at CNY.HOPE EVRYONE HAPPY EVERYDAY and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!:D

WORKING....

2009-01-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

"hi miss/mr,come and try cadbury chocolate.this is a free gift for u!!now we have promotion here too!!"
Aaaaaaa......working is tiring!!! xP
but i m glad too that my work is more relax than other promoters.
i just give our free gift for customerss, some of them just reject it....(so hurt) this make my confident getting lower...so bad man!!!
but today lots of customers bought our cudbury chocolatess!!!
so good!!!happy!!hahaha...
hm...
this time i work for Cadbury event,i hav diffrent memory n experince!!
i have make lots of new frens n they tell me about college life so that i cant knw wat kind of life in college!!! thanks for everything!!!Appreciate it!!!
in this working ,i had went to klang,shah alam and USJ 's outlet...
for me the best is the bukit tinggi 's jusco!!!it is very nice and big..!!!
left two more days!! gambateh ya everybody!!!
happy everyday!!!^^

I finally KNOW i love u so much^^

2009-01-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

Althogh staying at home is bored, much so happy that i have u,
u have make my life relax and interesting!!
now i finally knw that i love u so much!!
last time i was scare i will get bored in music
but now i m so glad that i get intersted!!!haha...
becuz of music i have the propose for my future!!!
MUSIC...I LOVE YOU!!

went to melaka!!

2009-01-07T04:06:00.000-08:00

I finally went to a famosa!!

haha...sorry that i so excited Xp

here i hav some pictures that we went to melaka.

we stay at a famosa 's villa...

we have much fun at the water park there...

hope next time can go again ...

this is our dinner..hm...all those things already cold but it is okay (the taste)

After our dinner...messy Xp

after our dinner,we went to jalan -jalan.

Then took some pic...sheaushian and sue yean

this is my cousin,she also have some post too...erp but i dont knw wat kind of post is this...???

i think she is ready for her pic...but also a hm....CUTE post!!!

On the next day,played at the swimming pool...that day so charm,i sick liao so cannot play with them :(

look !!they having so much fun...the 1 is sheau jing,she swam by herself,cuz they are having a game...

after the day,we went back home...all have a tired face already!!

today

2009-01-04T01:51:00.001-08:00

just came back from temple...

today had meeting,lots of ppl goin to meeting....

not bad wow...

i can saw again my group friends...

glad they can come...

long time no see them,hope they happy everyday!!^^

wow...tomorow school reopen lu...

but this year i no go back lu,

everyday dont knw doing wat at house...

haiz need to go work lu...

if not i will very bored...

and need to learn my english too!!!

gambateh!!!^^

today saw a lots of things,the ppl were very dare...

how can they do it to us?

mayb they dont knw that is weird or bad,

but hope they dont do it again...

感触的一天

2009-01-02T07:18:00.000-08:00

今天
很感触，有点感动，有点伤心。
我虽然穷但我觉得我很幸福。。
我真得很幸福，
除了有很爱我的爸爸妈妈，
还有我的姑姑。。
她是一位女强人，当然也是一位好妈妈。
他除了爱她的女儿，也把我们当成她的女儿一样。
我很荣幸我有这样的姑姑，
我希望她能开开心心的度过每一天，
身体健康~ ~ ~
还有。。。谢谢您

伤心的是。。我还没做工，
当我看见妈妈去做工时，我很心痛，
不觉得我很不责任，没有做到姐姐的责任。。
这时的我，应该是帮忙赚钱。。所以很惭愧
最后我想跟爸爸妈妈说谢谢你们！！！我爱你们！！！